Let me share with you a story about our amazing God. Last weekend was one of those incredible ministry opportunies with a back-to-back, non-stop schedule. Oh how I love the privilege of ministering God's love and encouragement to women through speaking and teaching.
I was in St. Joe, Michigan at the First Church of God to speak at their Women's Fall Kick Off Event. I met with their 'Moving On After Moving In' class leaders for training, spent some time with their Bible Study leaders sharing ideas, and spoke at a newcomer's coffee to encourage the newly relocated Whirlpool spouses. (St Joe is Whirlpool's corporate headquarters.)
When God puts me 'out there' to minister to women, I am always the one He teaches the most! As I transitioned from a Sunday afternoon lunch meeting to getting ready for the kick-off event that night, I stretched out across the bed in my hotel room and went over my speaking notes and outline for the evening. I just did not feel at peace about the flow and order of my outline and struggled with my material. I so wanted the message to impact lives for Christ and to connect the women to His word. Oh how I wrestled within my heart and mind on the clarity of it all!
I slowly lifted my open hands, closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and surrendered my all to Jesus. At that moment, I was not preparing to speak to 300 women, I was preparing to speak to an audience of one!! To please God became my focus. There was that moment of total surrender when I felt total peace. How God wanted the message conveyed became so clear. I quickly rearranged the sequence of my outline and added an additional story with scripture. It was done! I felt God's smile on the pages. I was ready. Here is the real story of the weekend. It was in that moment of total surrender, when I released my struggles and anxiety to God, that He began to empower, equip, strengthen and fill me to do what He wanted me to do! God continues to teach me as I surrender to Him. He continues to mold me as I yield to Him. He's always waiting for that moment when I relinquish 'self' and become one with Him!
Our amazing God will do the same for you my friends. Whatever circumstances or struggles you might face this fall or when you feel anxious and lack peace about a situation, remember that God is waiting for that moment of surrender, to fill you with His strength as He empowers and equips you for what lies ahead!
May you feel God's smile on the pages of your life.
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